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Friday, 01 January 2010

  • 2010

    Looking forward to this new year:

    I have paid off all my bills from last year no thanks to my good for nothing ex.....

    I start cosmetology school in 11 days and will be the best hairstylist ever!

    I have amazing friends and family in my life

    I have the best boyfriend a girl could ask for!

    And I love my kitties <3

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Currently
    Happy
    By Leona Lewis
    Happy
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    Just trying to be Happy

    Someone once told me that you have to choose what you win or lose, you can't have everything.......
    I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by, so unhappy, but safe
    So what if it hurts me, so what if I break down?
    Don't care about all the pain in front of me, I'm just trying to be Happy..............

Friday, 09 October 2009

  • Stop and Listen

    That's what my body seems to be telling me, or rather, to be screaming at me!

    I just returned from the hospital after being there for hours thinking I have the flu, and it turns out to be bronchitis. I wonder how it is that everytime I get sick it turns out to be bronchitis!

    My life has just been one crazy rollercoaster ride for the past 2 months and I just can't handle it any longer or so it seems! Matt has definitely been the source of  most of my stress, then there's the going back and forth between jobs, and trying to get papers and life ready in time for school to start, it's constantly one thing after another!

    So now my body is forcing me to take a break and slow down now before I just go completely off the deep end!

    XOXO
    Tasha Anastasia

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

  • A Valuable Lesson

    I have learned a very valuable lesson this week.  Twice over, so I guess God is really trying to make this message clear to me and get it through my thick skull.

    I seem to attract or am attracted to people who are not good for me. I have learned this week that the 2 closest friends in my life have really turned out to be my biggest enemies.  Not only were they talking rowdy behind my back, but they were also making public things I had told them in confidence, things that hurt me.

    Maggie and Meghan are the very first ones to point a finger when they see someone else doing wrong, but catch them doing it, and they are completely right, and they have all the answers, and are better than everyone else.

    Maggie Richardson is just as hypocritical as the church we came from. It's all about appearances and keeping up with the neighbors, and oh my goodness, if we have a problem let's just sweep it under the carpet! She had the nerve to say I couldn't come to her wedding because of what people might think of me, since my parents were excommunicated, while she is going to be standing at the altar 6 MONTHS PREGNANT!  And she's worried what people will think of me? hah!

    Meghan is just as bad, always telling me to fix something so I can be good enough to be her friend. Telling me all sorts of messed up things, then turning around and saying I'm her best friend, when I have 20 other people telling me she's saying all these awful things behind my back, and when I confront her with them, she goes on the defensive and calls me all sorts of names and tells me I have low self esteem.

    So all this has taught me that I am attracted to abusive people and I need to seriously take a look at myself and ask why I put up with this, or why I go for people like this in the first place!

    However I cannot tell you how good it is to have this people no longer in my life, have the drama all over, now I can move on and start over, hopefully making wiser choices in my friendships and relationships. &hearts;

Sunday, 23 August 2009

  • What I Want

    You want to know what I want more than anything?

    Something that I have never actually ever had?

    Well, I have had it in the past, but it has never failed to let me down in the worst possible way......

    What I really, truly want.

    It's simple.

    I just want someone to look up to.

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